I Have To Resolve Within Myself June 15, 1992

I HAVE TO RESOLVE WITHIN MYSELF

 

I have to resolve within myself

I’ve done all that I can do

And I really have to believe it

If this period in my life I’m going to get through

I have to resolve within myself

That life just is not fair

That the justice system is for the abuser

Of the victims they are unaware

I have to resolve within myself

Abusers have no guilt or pain

That nothing in their lives has changed

They don’t feel any shame

I have to resolve within myself

That vengeance or revenge is not mine

That God will take care of punishing my abusers

But only in His own time

I have to resolve within myself

There is a way to change my life

I just have to keep searching

Until I find for me what way is right

I have to resolve within myself

That to have survived, I have been strong

And since I survived the worst

With the memories in my life I have to go on

Bonnie Jean

June 15, 1992

 

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